New Layout!

Because I feel girly.

Because I’m bored of the old, simple layout.

Because this looks nice.

But I think the calendar looks a little squished…

Edit:  Removed the Calendar widget… because it looked odd.  Really.

I’m Being Cheated…

It’s the first day of 清明節 today.  My dad had instructed me to wake up at 6am in the morning so that we can make our way down to the temple earlier, as there’s bound to be plenty of people later in the morning.

And guess what?  I woke up at 6am, and waited for an hour (it’s 7am now), and my dad is still not awake yet.

Sigh…  I feel cheated…

I needed my beauty sleep!!!!  Bleh.

Nostalgia…

Finally, I’m not on Youtube. I’m not browsing for more info on Fahrenheit. (But I’m listening to their songs, still.)

Finally, a… content-filled post. I hope.

Got a surprise call from Ken this morning while I was working my arse off.  Our conversation went something like this:-

Me:  Hello?

Ken:  Hi, is this Susan?

Me:  … (don’t tell me it’s another bank tele-sales person) Yes?

Ken:  This is Ken Lai.

Me:  … (speechless).

Ken:  Er, you remember me?

Me:  Ken Lai.  Etel.

Ken:  YEAH!  YOU REMEMBER?!

Of course, you idiot Ken Lai.  The Etel days that I spent with you guys were the best, EVER, in my 28 years of life.  How can I forget that?!

It has been ten years.  How time flies…

Before I even know of Etel the lanshop in the pre-renovated Marina Square, I used to hang out in the Pro-shop of the bowling alley in Marina Square.  And Ken was working in that tiny Pro-shop at that time.  I still remembered I used to go there with Jasmine (babyelite), Lily and Jeff almost every week.  We sat there, eating takeaway McDonald’s or Long John Silver’s, listening to some English songs over the radio (I still remember Britney’s first chart-topper – Baby One More Time – being played again and again over the radio at that time), chatting about bowling, school, boys, and whichever topics that came to our minds.

Then, Ken quitted his job at the Pro-shop, and went over to the lanshop just opposite the Pro-shop to work.  At that time, that lanshop, Etel, was always full of youth bowlers who went there to get their weekly dose of Counterstrike action.  Eventually, even Jasmine and Lily started playing it.  And it was them to introduced me to the game.  Aaron was the one who kinda finally “influenced” me to play it.

I wasn’t kidding when I said I had once spent 90% of my time there for a few months.  I went there in the morning (sometimes even before the shop was opened), stayed there till the shop closed.  Because I knew Ken, and eventually knew Terence (another guy working there), and the fact that I was a “regular” customer, they always charged me super duper cheap for lounging there for the whole day.

I still remembered going to the NTUC at Marina Square (did you guys even remember about that NTUC?!) to buy a cheap packet of fried rice for lunch almost daily.  And a cup of bubble tea per day was like, a must too.  Sometimes I would buy a packet of Hershey’s kisses for Ken and Terence as well, for being so nice to me, always making sure I had a PC to play on, and charging me so cheap for a whole-day usage.

And I’ll never forget Terence being there to take care of me when I was very sick once, when I was there at the shop.  He knew I wouldn’t go back home to rest, so he made a space at the back corner of the shop to let me rest, and even went to pharmacy to buy me a bottle of mineral water and a box of flu panadols.  I wanted to return him the money but he refused to accept.  That kind gesture was something I had never expected from a friend.  I still remember the whole incident, very vividly.  Terence!!  Where are you now?!  I wish I can meet up with you some day to thank you again for taking care of me that day.

And of course, how can I forget [MsC]?  By the way, did I get the symbols right?!  We changed so many variations that I couldn’t remember what’s our final tag was.  XD  MsC stood for Marina Square Clan.  Cheesy, I know, but hey, that was the first Counterstrike Clan that I’d joined!  And the first major tournament which we participated in was CPLAsia, organised by Aaron.

And it was also in Etel, where I got to know a lot of CS players… including some whom I still kept in contact (somewhat) now –  Misato (always my kor =D) and Sue (aaaahh!  My first “mei”… XD).  Jasmine and Lily excluded, since I had known them before I started gaming, anyway.  =P

And it was there (technically it was there, though the actual medium was the Internet) where I got to talk to Andy (a.k.a. Lordpain) who was then the head of paGn (Pan Asia Gaming Network), and subsequently he invited me to join their committee and be an official Counterstrike paGn server admin.  It was during my first visit to their office that I realised Misato was actually a guy… -_-;  (He went around telling everyone on the net that he’s a girl!!!!  And I believed… -_- )

Eventually, due to some unhappy encounters with someone in MsC (was it Shawn??), I left the clan.  And subsequently Etel went under and my favourite lanshop closed down… and a year after that, Marina Square went under major renovation and became what it is now… Despite the total facelift, I can still vividly remember where Etel was, where the old Metro was, where the old NTUC was, where the old Best Denki was, and the exact location of that bubble tea shop which I used to frequent…

A few times, at the current Marina Square, when I had tried to make my sis recall where Etel was, I actually burst into tears while pointing out that NTUC was there.. I used to buy fried rice there… Bubble Tea was here… Carpet shop was there… I always had to passed by it to get to the ladies… Foodcourt was down there… escalators up from Food Court was bowling alley and billard room, then Etel was just almost right before the entrance of the bowling alley…  I don’t know why, but I just got so emotional while pointing out the phantom shop locations to her, because I remembered the old place so vividly…

It was because of this place, these people, that I got to know what’s gaming, what’s Counterstrike, what clans are all about, what friendship is all about, what brotherhood is all about.  I moved on to Khabal, which was set up after paGn kinda went dormant, and had my second best times there, spent with people like Leona, Vincent, Shinji, Roland, Misato, Alvin, Danny, Terence, Psy, Tabitha… That’s another chapter of my life.

Watching clans come and go was a very common thing back then.  Clans formed, disbanded, then reformed again.  “Brothers ” and “sisters” sticking to each other, friends standing up for each other, sportsmanship among competing teams/clans… that’s the best thing that I’d witnessed back then.  Coming from schools that encouraged nothing but cut-throat competition, it was really refreshing to see that there could be such bonds and friendships among these people, these exact people whom the society then thought were “hooligans”, whom they thought were “ah bengs and ah lians”.

Honestly, these old school gamers gave me a different perception of bengs and lians.  True, they yelled expletives when they got head-shotted.  They banged their mouse and pointed their middle finger at the monitor.  They smoked, they spoke in English with Hokkien vulgarities.  But they are the ones who are most loyal towards their friends.  And… I don’t think they had picked fights that often.  At least I didn’t see any throughout that few years when I was part of the gaming community!  XD

Ahh… I had digressed.

Anyway…  Etel.  Ken Lai.  Terence.  Jasmine.  Lily.  Aaron.  I don’t think I’ll ever forget them.  Ever.  They’ll always be a part of me and my memories, because the time that I had spent with them were the happiest.

孤單摩天輪 – 飛輪海

這是一首我每次聽到, 每次都會落淚的歌… (有好多次在乘搭捷運時, 差點哭了出來…)

歌曲:孤单摩天轮
作曲:万晨
作词:蓝小邪

旋转木马拼命奔跑
每一步换一阵热闹
云宵飞车疯狂转弯
听一声颤抖的尖叫

我只是摩天轮 静静等着谁来到
当她降临怀中 我的心开始孤单地跳

再一圈 再飞一圈就好
她无助眼神 还没有依靠
我多想 伸出双手给她
一个紧紧拥抱 但我做不到

再一圈 再陪陪她就好
让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈
游乐场打烊后 谁会知道

排队的人总那么多
快乐的人却这么少
奇怪是我只想带她
一起去天空中寻宝

我 如果飞得高 也许她会笑一笑
可我 拼了命向上 结果却慢慢地往下掉

再一圈 再飞一圈就好
她无助眼神 还没有依靠
我多想 伸出双手给她
一个紧紧拥抱 但我做不到

再一圈 再陪陪他就好
让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈
游乐场打烊后 谁会知道

再一圈 再飞一圈就好
她寂寞手心 在等谁打扰
我宁愿 交换所有给她
一个紧紧拥抱 哪怕就一秒

再一圈 再陪陪他就好
让我可以记得她 头发的味道
就算我走不到 她的天涯海角
这瞬间已足够 天荒地老

Random Post

Just came back from my nephew’s full month party.  It’s still the same situation… I’m afraid to go near my own nephew.  Haha.  Reko wasted about four hours too, to accompany me there.  He didn’t like babies either, and the TV programme they were showing on TV was some lame Channel 8 local production, so he didn’t really enjoy watching it either.  Meh, basically he literally wasted his time there.  LOL.

Anyway, I’m still quite crazy about the latest Taiwan idol drama that I’m following, to the extent that I’ve bought it’s “photobook”, and ordered it’s limited edition boxset <<爱就宅一起>> 恋爱宝盒 that has their second photobook (with the series ending in it!!) and the series’ official novel.  I’ve taken some photos of it, but I’m too lazy to upload them T_T

最近對汪東城真的是越來越愛了, 或者我該說我對飛輪海也越來越愛了. 自從聽了他們的第三張專輯後, 就覺得他們真的進步了很多. 不過我還是不是很喜歡吳尊啦… 哈哈! 吳尊的歌迷請不要生氣哦! 唉, 我真的很想學怎麼寫繁體字哦 (我只會讀, 不會寫…), 那樣我就能寫信給飛輪海和汪東城了!

Sigh.  It’s already mid-March… another three more months to my summer vacation.  Why does it seem so long?!  I really need a break from work…

新偶像 – 汪东城

我的新偶像,汪东城。

他超可爱,超帅,演技也不错,虽然歌唱得不是很好。

超喜欢他在《爱就宅一起》里饰演的MARS。也就是因为这部剧让我认识了他,让我为他着迷。。。

糟了,我又要发花痴了。。。

Christmas Trip Airtickets Confirmed!

Yup!  Reko’s mom had just confirmed the reservations of our Christmas trip airtickets!  So yeah, the two “major” vacations for this year have been confirmed!  Both trips are to Finland, of course.  XD

In June, we’ll be heading to Reko’s summer cottage to experience their Midsummer’s Festival, with big bonfires and stuff @_@  Sounds cool.  XD  We will transit in Osaka on the way to Helsinki, and then at Nagoya on the way back.  It’ll be SQ -> AY (Finnair), then AY-> SQ.  Reko knows I had wanted to fly on SQ since… forever, so he specially requested his mom to book SQ flights whenever possible.  =D

In December, we’ll be heading to Rovaniemi, the “heart” of Lapland, where Santa Claus resides!  Well, we’ll be first celebrating Christmas at his place, complete with a real Christmas tree and decos, ham, home-baked Christmas cakes, etcetc… then after Christmas, we will head to Rovaniemi to visit Santa Claus!  Well, there’s 12 days of Christmas, isn’t it?  So it’s still not too late, even though it’s “after” Christmas Day already!  I’ll be spending my New Year there as well, and only flying back on the 1st Jan 2010.

Aaaaahhhh… can’t wait for the summer trip to come first!!  I desperately need a holiday…

Babycare Exhibition

It’s crazy. There’s just so many people trying to move around in such a small exhibition hall.

I would say it’s worse than I.T. fair because you’ll have to be very careful with all the pregnant ladies, baby strollers and young kids running around you. Er, its the kids who are doing the running, that is.

Managed to help my sis subscribe to a baby mag. Not too expensive, and it comes with a Lego hamper. No, it didn’t have Lego toys, but it has a kid’s cutlery set, a Lego t-shirt and cap.

On my way to my sis’ place now. It’s nice to be able to blog online while on the go. XD

My New Toy (Part 2)

Okay, so blogging on my new toy is quite a chore, as pop-ups and zoom-ins are not centered automatically.  Normal posting is just fine, but there seems to be some problems when I try to upload photos.

Oh well, guess its just Flickr or Ovi for mobile uploads in the future.  XD

I’m still trying to get used to the landscape full QWERTY keyboard for SMS.  My fingers are pretty fat and chubby, so I kept pressing the wrong keys all the time.  :D  Nevertheless, it’s just something that I need to get used to, and if all else fails, there’s always the stylus which is tucked away snugly at the back of the phone.  Of course, the handwriting recognition feature works very well too, and no matter how ugly my chinese characters are written on the screen, the phone just seems to know what I’m writing.  :D

On top of everything, the phone was surprising fast in responding to all the touches and pokes.  Google Maps, an external app, was surprisingly accurate and loads almost 10x faster compared to the uber slow loading on my iPod Touch.

One feature where my 5800 XpressMusic wins iPhone is that… my toy supports Flash.  I can load websites with Flash with no problems at all.  :P  And the Youtube videos seem to load faster, with better picture and audio quality, compared to the same videos I watched with my iPod Touch.  I’ve tried both over my home broadband WLAN, so the connection speed should be the same for both.  Anyway, yay for me, as I can watch my Jam variety show videos as well as the Taiwanese drama videos on the go.  (Let’s just hope I won’t download more than 50GB per month, yeah?  =x)

Of course there’s the problem which everyone was talking about – “one tap or double tap?” issue.  I did noticed it, but it’s not too much of a problem.  If one tap doesn’t get things done, then double tap.  What’s the big deal o_O?  I’m sure after using a certain function for a long period of time, you’ll instinctively know whether to tap once or double tap it for it to work.

Now I’m gonna try my hands on the Comes With Music service.  I don’t think it can compare with iTunes, but… at least I’ll just try it out and see how it works.