=D

Happy. Contented (?). Occupied.

I don’t know, really.  =D  Let’s just say… I’ve befriended a bunch of people who love music as much as, or wait, perhaps more than I do.  They love to sing (and darn, they are extremely good!), and they just love music on the whole.  They are the one who inspired me to pick up guitar, something that I have always been thinking about doing, but never had the motivation to.  Watching them strum and sing in front of me makes me feel like strumming the guitar with them instead of just singing along.

Never mind that they are all guys.  Never mind that I’m the oldest.  XD  Never mind that I’m almost a decade older than some of them.  *eeps*

The thing that kept me connected to them (at the moment, at least):  music.

Am I happier now than a year or two years back?  Kinda.  I’m not saying having a boyfriend wasn’t good.  It was perhaps my own fault for not pursuing what I think of pursuing; for not making friends when I should be, even if they could be all just guys. Friendship, especially one that is built on a common interest, is such wonderful thing.  As long as you have the interest there, you’ll never run out of things to say or do.

I went for 胡夏’s fan gathering at KBox Cineleisure on Saturday, as I won a pair of entry passes from Kbox.  I met up with Yun’s youngest sister as there was no one else interested to go.  And I found out that she actually liked 胡夏 a lot, and she was also in Chinese Orchestra!  So yeah… initially I was still worried that it would be pretty awkward for both of us as we’ve never met before, but hey, we actually did have a couple of same interests to yak about.  :D

Zack (one of the guys whom I got to know) got bored at home that day, and decided to come meet me after the 胡夏签唱会.  I wanted to introduce Yun’s little sis to him, but I think he purposely go hide somewhere, and only appeared after the little girl went off.  =_=;  Doh!  Anyway, that was the first time I actually met Zack, so well… it wasn’t as awkward as I thought it would be.  I mean, well, I’m like 9 years older?!  I was half worried that he’d be too reserved because of my age, lol.  But hey, the meet-up went pretty all right.  We were talking about 胡夏, music, and… stuff.  And I found out that he likes to walk around too!  Not like window shopping, but really like, you know, walk.

He was supposed to meet with YC (another guy whom I got to know from the same forum as well) for some guitar session, but because YC couldn’t confirm the timing with him, so he didn’t bring his guitar out.  While we were walking from Bugis to PS, YC called me and told us to meet him at PS since he’s around the area.  So yeah… I haven’t met YC prior to that day, so it was kinda mind-boggling to meet two guys that I know from the forum within a day.  XD  But it wasn’t too bad because we had skyped once or twice together already before that Saturday.  We were like, singing over skype, and then they were playing the guitar and stuff, but it was a rather bad “experiment” as there was some lag in between… ><~

Anyway, the three of us went for dinner, and then they were discussing where we should sit down and strum/sing together.  In the end, they tried to sit in a corner in Wilkie’s Edge, but we got shoo-ed away by the security guard.  XD  It was darn embarrassing but funny at the same time!  In the end we ended up sitting at the alfresco area at Han’s.  But we didn’t get to sing a lot coz no one brought any scores.  =X  Trying to play while looking at the scores on iPhone isn’t the best thing to do, you know?

Oh yeah, in case you don’t know yet, I’ve actually bought a guitar (a cheapo, classical guitar for now).  My colleague Kelvin has a band on his own, and upon my plea for some guitar help, he accompanied me to one of the shops during lunch time and picked/tested a guitar for me.  He also offered to teach me a few basics too.  And another guy Paul (whom I had yet to meet up at that point of time) from the forum gave me a link on the web to a picture where it shows all the guitar chords.  Sigh~  I’m so glad I got to know all these people.  They are so helpful and encouraging.  :3

Then I met up with YC again on Sunday for a karaoke session, together with Weisiang and Weicong (no they aren’t brothers XD).  Paul was a little late, but he joined us as well.  It was so fun singing with them!  And really, they can sing really, really well, especially Weisiang.  Damn…. he was so good!  Can’t believe such a puny body packed such a mean punch when it comes to singing!  I really hope he could live his dream eventually as a singer.  He can do it!  =D  And did I mention how adorable he looks?  LOL!  He looks like 15~16 years old only, when he’s already 21.  Haha! I wish he’s my little brother!  I’d definitely dote on him if I have a little brother like that.  Maybe I could ask mom if she’s willing to take in a god-son.  XD

WS had to leave a little early after dinner as he had a family dinner waiting for him back home, so YC, Paul, WC and me decided to go for some Chinese desserts, and then YC drove us to Esplanade Bay where he parked and we went down to the Marina Bay Link Mall to take a look at the new underground “mall”.  It was a fine place (fine, as in, you know – high class), with lots of high-end restaurants.  And a lot of expats.  :P  We chose a small cosy corner at Marble Slab Creamery, where Paul played YC’s guitar while YC ate his second dessert of the day – ice cream.   Again, there were some pretty serious discussions about music, and I got to witness how good Paul is when it comes to guitar.  He really kinda inspired me to go learn proper theory (which I’m still deciding if I should take proper lessons or not), and to reach his standard of playing the guitar some day.  Too bad he’s gonna go on a 2-year round-the-world trip next month already…. otherwise I’d love to join more of such discussion on music (like last night) and to take some guitar lessons from him as well.  Sigh.  Well, in 2 years’ time when he’s back… hopefully I’m still playing the instrument and hopefully I’ve improved enough then to really play with them!  XD

Back to guitar practices!  I can feel the blisters coming out ><~!

 

*Continued from previous fan-girl-y post*

I’ve been repeating Terry Lin’s (林志炫) 没离开过 (Chinese version of ‘I Surrender’) for a couple of hours already… For the first few hours, I was just busy admiring his crazy vocals and stamina. And then after I Googled for the lyrics, and… and I teared up. o_O PMS -_-? 或是我其实是希望如果有一天我回头看,也可以看到你在我身后等着我,没离开过?我这么想。。。很自私吧? :(

Anyway, here’s the lyrics to the song:

我曾爱过 也失去过 尝过爱的甜与涩
摆脱命运的捉弄 我知道我要什么
有一份难言的感动 用所有情绪揉合
何必再无谓的思索 这世界有什么好值得 如果没有你

我眺望远方的山峰 却错过转弯的路口
蓦然回首 才发现你在等我 没离开过
我寻找大海的尽头 却忽略蜿蜒的河流
当我逆水行舟 你在我左右 推着我走

I know 我太富有 因为爱满足了所有
生命中每个漏洞 你都用真心补缝
Right now 就从这一刻 我要拥你在怀中
给你加倍的温柔 为你唱一首专属的情歌 请听我说

我眺望远方的山峰 却错过转弯的路口
蓦然回首 才发现你在等我 没离开过
我寻找大海的尽头 却忽略蜿蜒的河流
当我逆水行舟 你在我左右 推着我走

喜怒哀乐 捆绑我的 都不再算什么 Baby
让我的世界 以你为轴 快乐你快乐 忧愁你忧愁

我眺望远方的山峰 却错过转弯的路口
蓦然回首 才发现你在等我 没离开过
我寻找大海的尽头 却忽略蜿蜒的河流
当我逆水行舟 你在我左右 陪着我走

Right here right now 让我们一起抬起头
迎接爱 降落 阳光证明这并不是一场梦
Right now 闭上眼用心去感受
有一个声音 它说爱情 没离开过

PS: On a side note, I’m still two-minds about going back to World of Warcraft… Should I? =/

@_@

太强了。真的太强了。我听了都傻眼了。 @_@

Is he even human @@?  For a guy to be able to reach that key and sing like that… with such stamina… D:  I’m… just… speechless… D:

This is his full Mandarin rendition of the song:

Sorry I can’t get enough of his version of this song… here’s one more:

Same song, sang live, AGAIN… and it’s just as astonishing as ever.

OMG…. How can anyone sing so perfectly, considering its LIVE?!

HE IS NOT HUMAN. @_@

Whazzup?!

It’s been a  little while since my last update, it seems.

I’ll try and be quick here since I’m gonna go 扫墓 later on…

Went for a 2D1N Bintan trip with Yun and Ka Wai on 25th March.  It was a deal that we caught on one of the deal sites (I think it’s www.deal.com.sg?).  It only worked out to about S$60 per pax, which I think it’s pretty reasonable, considering the resort is Angsana Bintan (under Banyan Tree family).  Fong didn’t join us in the last minute, so I actually got the whole room to myself, which is pretty awesome, in a way.  :D  I’ve always like to be alone, if you still didn’t know by now.  ;)  Not that I would mind a whole lot if Fong was there, just that I’m still good if she didn’t go.

Didn’t take a lot of pics while we were there… it was supposed to be a relaxation trip anyway.  On the second morning, when the girls were away enjoying their spa session, I took the opportunity to go walk on the beach, since the weather was really good.  It was very windy; there’s no glaring sun, and the waves just kept crashing into the shore.  I took off my sandals and walked along the beach, and occasionally the waves would crash in and I’d find my legs half submerged in water.  XD  Yup, at some points, the waves that crashed in would actually reach my knees instead of just licking around my ankles.

Took a few photos of the beach and the waves with my mobile as I was too lazy to go back to my room to grab my Lumix.  You can check out those photos and videos here, on my Flickr page.  Just a couple of them… I was more interested in immersing myself in the nice atmosphere than taking pictures / photos.  :D

All in all, it was a rather nice experience.. though I must say I’m not exactly a beach person (especially when there’s a hot sun up there), but it was quite relaxing to walk along the beach when the sun wasn’t shining.  But 2D1N is really kinda short… :(  *sniff*

Oh yeah, I finally got my Westone 4, after a series of delays!

 

Verdict?  Lovely.  Well worth all the hundreds of dollars that I paid…  The soundstage was unbelievable (considering it was just a pair of IEMs, not closed-ear canned headphones), and the clarity was just awesome!  The only ‘meh’ area is their bass… which is slightly lacking, but one can just remedy that by tweaking the EQ.

Now I’m just deciding if I should change my DAP… Sansa Clip+’s SQ (sound quality) is one of the better ones out there already, and I really love the fact that it’s really small and portable.  An upgrade would be Cowon, but none of Cowon’s products are that portable.  Perhaps I’ll just hold on to my Clip+ for now and see if Cowon’s gonna come up with something similar like Clip+, and one that comes with a meaner punch as well.  :P

Recently I got to know a nice girl from EDMW… it was really quite amusing – the way we met each other, of course.  It was all thanks to Starbucks pre-paid card.  XD  Someone made a thread on the forums about it, and both of us responded in the thread… and one thing led to another, and we started to send PMs to each other, and then we moved to emails.  The more we chatted, the more we realised that we have a lot of similarities.  We had similar bad experiences in relationships, when it comes to family members, etc.  The poor girl is now in hospital though, due to her bad bout of asthma attack.  Hope she can recover soon, and then we can meet up for some girls’ talk or something!  ^^

While I was browsing YouTube yesterday, I accidentally stumbled upon this video on this male singer participating in my favourite 星光大道 PK competition… I didn’t catch that few episodes because it was one of those “post-season” shows.  Out of curiousity (because he sang 浮夸, a song that was initially sang by Eason in Cantonese, then recently released by 林志炫 in Chinese), I played the video to see how he sang it.  It was like… oh my… his voice was special, somehow… there’s this… magnetism in his voice that’s impossible to describe.  Intrigued, I started googling more videos on him, and after watching more videos of him singing live at variety shows and music competitions, I’m in love… with his voice.  He’s exceptionally good when he sang live, with just him strumming his guitar or playing on the keyboard.  I mean, really.  His studio recordings actually paled in comparison with his live “unplugged” versions!

Don’t believe me?

All right, this is his official MV of one of his famous songs, 坏人.

He has a nice voice, right?  But seriously, this is nothing compared to his live version.  Watch the video below:-

Or this unplugged version recorded live during a radio interview at Taiwan:

 

I actually teared up when listening to this live version!  Maybe it’s because of the lyrics, plus his raw emotions in his voice… he’s really more suited to sing live… he’s really, really good.  And the best part?  He’s a composer.  He composed most of his songs, and he writes songs for other artistes as well.  Amazing talent.

Here’s the lyrics to the song, 坏人:

那 一扇車門 關出 我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程

(That car door… Has closed the crack between us

With a thump sound that broke off any chances of turning back)

愛 無法均分 以後 就留給你們
也許用傷害結束 愛才更動人

(Love, can never be split

I’m leaving it to both of you

Perhaps with an ending that hurts, this love can be even more touching)

容忍的人其實並不笨 只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫 祝福就給你下一個人

(The person who tolerates is actually not stupid

But he just rather be cruel to himself

Since this love cannot be maintain it’s warmth

I’ll give my blessing to your next person)

**Chorus

你是好人 也是個壞人
對我坦承 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

(You’re a good person, also a bad person

Being honest to me is just so you can run to him

Unable to let it be, so I’m letting go

I’m still able to bear this pain)

我是好人 也是個壞人
分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩
也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

(I’m a good person, also a bad person

With a ruthless breakup, you can then have an excuse to leave

I’d rather not be leaving any trace of love

Than to look at the one I love as a stranger)

容忍的人其實並不笨 只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫 祝福就給你下一個人

(The person who tolerates is actually not an idiot

But rather being cruel to himself

Since this love cannot be heated

I’ll give my blessing to your next person)

*Repeat Chorus

三個人從不對等 總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆 ( 那永恆 ) 就等他帶你完成 oh ~

(There can never be three people

There’s always someone who has to sacrifice

That “forever” – I’ll let him walk with you there)

*Repeat Chorus

寧願愛 一點不剩
也不忍 看戀人愛成 路人

(I’d rather not be leaving any trace of love

Than to look at the one I love as a stranger)

 

The lyrics and the story in the official MV just made me cry… :(

New Song on Repeat (and possibly on K-List :D)

寂寞寂寞就好
詞: 施人誠 曲: 楊子樸 編曲: 鍾興民

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

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On a side note, hope Japan will get through this nuclear crisis asap, and hope basic necessities and water can reach the survivors at those remote areas.  Temperature is still quite chilly there, and with no power… =/

Our thoughts are with you.  Please be strong, Japan.  I’ll be there to boost your economy as soon as I can!  :3

Nostalgic Stuff – Again

Was looking at some old CounterStrike beta 5.2 maps… and then suddenly I felt like playing CS again.  :D  Those old maps, that is.  Not the CS 1.6 now.  Those were the good ol’ days when everyone was just having fun playing over LAN and on paGn servers~!

Then I saw news on American’s Alice McGee’s sequel – Alice: Madness Returns, and I immediately recalled the trailer of the very first American Alice McGee game…. and how lovely it was back then when it first came out.  I literally watched it every day at class lab, as I had saved the .mov on my zip disk at that time.  After a quick search on YouTube, I found it again!

So lovingly creepy, don’t you think? Especially the laughter.  Oooh…. my goosebumps.  :3

Tiny Updates

Was on leave today, and accompanied sis for some shopping therapy.

In the end, we ended up buying some tees from Midooree, a shop which sells 100% cotton tees with very cute, unique hand-drawn designs.  You can see some of its designs on it’s FB page here.  It’s so cute, I tell you!  I fell in love with the pink vamp-bat the moment I saw it.  Like, OMG THAT’S SO KEWT!!!  I nearly wanted to splurge $18 just on the plushie to hang it on my bag, but I managed to rein in myself.  I had to keep telling myself that I have had too many plushies and it’s not that proper for a 30 year old lady to have a rather medium-sized pink plushie hung around her bag.

But it’s so darn cute, omg.  <3 <3 <3

I might just go get it some day if I feel like spending money, so that I can squeal at it every day.  :3

Anyway, after shopping with sis, I went for the company karaoke session.  Our pre-booked room had a speaker-malfunction, so we had to go sing at the hall.  If we wanted to sing, that is.  And it was there, where I finally saw (first-hand) a high-class SPG (Sarong Party Girl).  She was together with another lady way before we reached there, and the moment our “handsome dude” (a new ang-moh colleague) joined us, the SPG started throwing looks at him, which somehow he didn’t caught.

Then when his song came on, he was actually singing it with another of our female colleague, but this SPG had the guts to actually go over to our angmoh colleague, took his mic from him, and held the mic for him.  We were like “WTF who’s this lady o_O?!”  And then she started to sing with him, together over the same mic.  We were all like “O_O;;?!”, and then she was flirting openly and basically throwing herself over him.  Well he flirted back as well, holding the finger that she pointed at him, etc etc.  LOL, basically we (the rest of us) were pretty amused over the whole scene, giggling and whispering behind their backs.  :x  After the song, she spoke into the mic, at him, and asked “So handsome, are these people your friends or colleagues?”  Then he was pretty embarrassed and said, “they are my colleagues, yeah.”  Then she asked “Oooooh, so where do you work at?”  Then he got more embarrassed (since we were at the KTV hall where there were other people around) and said “Um… TPM colleagues, yeah.”  And she went, “Ooooo TPM.” (I’m sure she didn’t know what it stood for anyway, so I didn’t understand why she tried to sound like she knew.)  But yeah, subsequently the rest of us retreated back to our pre-booked room with that malfunction speakers, and he was running in and out of the room, trying to entertain both sides of people, I guess?  XD

Granted, I know generally there are always a lot of girls who threw themselves over Caucasian guys, but come now, this is the NUSS Guild House.  Not some shady bar or pub at Boat Quay~! Well anyway, this is the first time I’ve seen a girl do that… (well I don’t go to bars or pubs, so I’ve never seen SPGs in action with my own eyes before).  And my only word was “wow”.  Haha.  Well to be honest, that new Caucasian colleague of ours is pretty gorgeous.  I hadn’t expect him to openly flirt back though.  He had seemed so mellow and 乖 in office.  :x  But I guess all men like this kind of attention, huh?  XD

On a side note, initially I had wanted to get a GV Max ticket for The Adjustment Bureau, but apparently the reviews ain’t that great.  To be honest, personally I didn’t feel that the plot would be any good either.  It feels very much like The Truman Show (or something… by Jim Carrey).  So in the end, I decided to forego The Adjustment Bureau (despite Matt Damon in it :( ), and booked a ticket to Unknown.  Hope it’ll be a good movie!

 

我说。。。

曾在哪儿听过的话。

曾在书本上看过的字句。

越懂爱的人,越不敢去爱。”

在床上躺久了,睡眠一定会来。可是爱一个人久了,他并不一定就是你的。”

有些人相遇得太早。有些人相遇得太晚。而有些人则是永远都不该相遇的。”

幸福,从来就不是一个人的事。我们,却总是自己就做了决定。”

两个本来就不可能只是好朋友的人,却没在一起 – 那就是刻意的错过。”

此时此刻,我真的觉得这几句话好贴切。

好贴切。

OMG FC Shipping Again~?!

*chants IchiRuki IchiRuki*

Isn’t it lovely to go back reading latest chapter of Bleach (while not catching up on the previous numerous chapters) and actually got to see a rather blatant IchiRuki moment?  Awwwwwww…..

It was his memory of Rukia that activated his Fullbring ability.  Oh come now, surely you can’t deny that?  Kubo even drew just the two of them in the freaking one-page panel (page 20, chapter 436).  You know what it means?  Especially after what Chad told him?

Conclusion: Rukia was in his heart all the while.  <3

Can you feel the love~?  :D

Oh oh, and what’s that heart shape doing there? *grins like a cheshire cat*