好朋友只是朋友
郁可唯
好朋友只是朋友
作詞:黃婷
作曲:徐偉銘
聽你說什麼我都很快樂
接近你連影子都微笑著
幾千隻紙鶴你都耐心地陪著我折
卻怎麼都折不掉那道無形的隔閡
越懂你陪著你就越寂寞
靈魂那麼美我卻碰不得
感覺再熾熱也不能讓飛蛾去撲火
靠近你的夢難道就能不失落
好朋友只是朋友 還是朋友 不能夠佔有
好朋友瘋狂以後 就一個人走 無所求
好朋友只是朋友 只能保留 一點點溫柔
我知道什麽時候回頭 不打擾你的自由
認識你也許我就足夠了
緣分的深淺我都不管了
可能你感動也看不見我心如刀割
哪怕很痛過 至少就不算錯過
好朋友只是朋友 還是朋友 不能夠佔有
好朋友瘋狂以後 就一個人走 無所求
好朋友只是朋友 只能保留 一點點溫柔
我知道什麽時候回頭 不打擾你的自由
愛人不是最好的朋友
朋友再好也不能牽手
感情在天平兩頭 誰都怕太沈重
好朋友只是朋友 還是朋友 不能夠佔有
好朋友瘋狂以後 還是一個人走 無所求
好朋友只是朋友 只能保留 一點點溫柔
我知道什麽時候回頭 不打擾你的自由
Feeling…
… happy. Strangely happy. And contented.
That is all. :)
Interesting Sunday!
Yeah, the title is kinda lame, but heck.
Met up with Bruno today to go Cirque du Soleil – Totem, their second last show of their leg in Singapore. Initially when Bruno was asking if I’m interested to go to this show, I was like “nooo I don’t like musical :3 “. Then he was like “WTF this isn’t musical.” He then showed me a few videos… and I realised okay, this is something like acrobatics. But since I wasn’t like too familiar with him yet (I think we haven’t even met up when he was telling me about Cirque), I told him maybe not… He sounded really disappointed though, coz he couldn’t find anyone else to go with him. And he would really love to attend it…
A couple of weeks later (after we met up for the first time), he mentioned about it again and I relented and say OK, I’ll go if he really can’t find anyone to go with him. Well, he really couldn’t get anyone, so yup, we went today, on their last day of performance, the second last show.

The show was totally spectacular. Every segment has their breathtaking moments, and some are hilarious. Bruno and I found out that our favourite segment is actually the same one, so that’s pretty cool. This is just our third time meeting, but we were kinda like old friends already. Silent moments were totally not awkward at all too. And he’s such a persuasive person, lol. I hated Vietnam coffee, and he could managed to convince me to try his favourite Vietnamese coffee – Trung Nguyen’s Legendee. It has a similar taste to civet cat’s poo coffee, and it’s priced at an alarming price – SGD16.50 for a small cup! He still treated me to it though… as he said I should try it at least once. OK fine…. It’s very sweet actually. Strong and sweet. To be honest, I preferred the one that he ordered for himself – Passion (if I didn’t remember the name wrongly).

We lingered in the cafe for a good while, because he needed to charge his tablet and there’s free wifi in there too. Then while we were thinking of where to go for dinner, he suddenly suggested Vietnamese food. Well I’m really not a fan of Vietnamese food, but somehow he again managed to convince me to go try one restaurant that he feels has really good Vietnamese food, and so we went.
It was this small restaurant at Grandlink Square called Little Vietnam, and to be honest, it’s really not a place where I would even take a second glance if I pass by it. But okay, we were seated indoors, and we looked over the menu to decide what we could order. He decided to order the braised duck because he said it was really good (he did know that I should be avoiding duck and chicken though), and we also added a dish of stir fry kangkong which he specifically asked for no chilli (thanks, Bruno). So when the dishes came, I tried the duck and boy, the meat was bursting with flavour with every bite. It was spicy, but for some reason only my lips were tingly, and my throat felt fine. There’s totally no need to drink water at all because I don’t feel the spiciness in my mouth! That was a pretty surprising experience.
The kang kong that came along was good too. Usually if I asked for the non-spicy version, either it’s super salty or it’s just totally tasteless. The chef though, managed to get it done just right. Heavy on taste, yet not overly salty. I don’t need to reach for the water even after eating half of that dish of kang kong. The beef slices were flavourful and tender too. Very nice!
Oh yeah, he ordered Vietnamese coffee again, before remembering that he would get migraines if he drank too much coffee. In the end he only drank about half of it, and I helped him finished the other half, haha!
So yup, that kinda summed up what happened today… a bit tiring for the both of us because we both really kinda disliked going out on Sundays (he made an exception for Cirque du Soleil), but interesting for me because there’s so many “firsts” today! And really, big thanks to Bruno for managing to convince me to go for the Totem show. That was an awesome, eye-opening and hilarious experience. ^_^
忽然间,好累。
身心,好累。
戴着面具微笑着,真的,好累。
有多少人,明明分手了,却还爱着。
有多少人,明明还爱着,却说放手了。
有多少人,明明难过,却还微笑着说我很好。哭的时候没人哄,于是学会了坚强。
怕的时候没人陪,于是学会了承受。
累的时候没人可以依靠,于是学会了自主。
一个人如果不坚强,软弱给谁看…?
Happy *Belated* Birthday To Me!
So yup, I’m officially older by a year now. Hello, 34 years old!
Got a couple of birthday wishes from some colleagues and close friends, thank you all so much! *feels loved*
Received a lovely drawn card from Reko again (hadn’t received any from him in a while!), and I thought the idea was so cute! It probably took him only like 5 minutes max to come up with it, but heck, it’s the thought that counts, lol.

Haha, isn’t it cute!! He says the bear is on his way to meet me for my birthday lol. I could see that it’s really just a simple and rough picture, but it really just put a huge smile on my face. Thank you, Reko! For remembering my birthday, that is. :D
Took leave on my birthday itself and Bear was nice enough to spend it with me. I knew I could count on my buddy to accompany me! Haha. Not that I would mind being alone, of course. I’ll be alone later today! Which I’m so looking forward to, too. :) Anyway we went to Clinton Street Baking Co because the last time we were there, it was so crowded and the waiting list was so damn long that we decided to give it a miss. But since today is a weekday, we were hoping that there’ll be less people, and yup, we got a table! We ordered their “signature” dishes – their Pancakes with Warm Maple Butter and Wild Blueberries, as well as their Buttermilk waffles with fried chicken.
Verdict: Well I didn’t really try the waffles with chicken, so no comments on that. The pancakes were good though. Soft, warm, fluffy, fresh. The maple butter was sweet and slightly salty, and when paired together with the slightly sourish blueberries, the taste was really “oooomph!”. Very nice!
And because I had my TCM appointment at 4pm, we then slowly walked towards Orchard and stopped by Peace Centre because Bear’s suddenly craving for the tom yum soup there. He managed to convince me to take a sip, and boy, it’s good! It’s not spicy AT ALL, to be honest – just sourish. It’s not those kind of sour-taste that will make your face all scrunched up though. The sour taste is just right and it really kind of opens up your appetite and makes you want more of it. Maybe next time I can go there again if I’m around the vicinity, haha!
Then we head to PoMo and tried the coffee at the Montana Brew Bar. Their latte was not bad, but I really just prefer Percolate, haha! I guess I’m biased. :x After coffee, I went for the TCM appointment, and we just head for a Shin Sapporo ramen dinner after that before heading home respectively. I’m SO disappointed with the ramen at Shin Sapporo now.. their egg is totally flavourless! The soup and noodle texture are still all right, but the chashu and eggs are totally off the mark. Like, WAY OFF the mark. Sad… I remembered I used to love their ramen when they had a small shop in Suntec… it’s really disappointing to find that they’ve totally lost their standard. =(
Well that kinda concluded the stuff that happened on my birthday! Nothing much, really, obviously. Haha. Gonna go catch my beauty sleep now… long day ahead tomorrow too! Breakfast at Percolate… solo karaoke session at Teo Heng… Dinner with the girls… woot! And on Saturday, it’s GameStart Asia! Gosh so many things lining up! Now I’m kinda looking forward to Sunday too, when I finally can relax and rest at home lol. There’s still that colouring book that Sharon gave me! Need to get started on that too! :D
Change…?
I’m so tired of my job. I almost dread going to work every day now, especially on month ends and beginning of the month. Day in day out same old same old. Geez…
Feel like changing a job, but I know that’s easier said than done. Just wish I could get out of this routine while still doing something I like and can pay my bills.
But then again, I don’t know what I like doing. So that’s the problematic part. Meh.
Ugh, or maybe I just need a break. One holiday a year is just WAY TOO LITTLE. How does one survive with just ONE holiday per year?! *groans*
我想我不会爱你 (I Think I Won’t Love You)
I’m bored on a Sunday afternoon. And this song’s chorus has been churning in my head since this morning, and I have no idea why. Hence I decided to just turn to Youtube and listen / learn this song. After 30minutes, this is the result, lol. Pretty bad I must say, coz I sounded just so damn pitchy. But this song is pretty out of the norm too, with so many flats/sharps in the composition. Guess I should grade myself like B- for the effort!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WrCjaK7XeX8
你的呼吸 穿过身体 (Your breathing passed through me)
我来不及反应 (I can’t react in time)
你的声音 躲在耳里 让我生病 (Your voice hid in my ears, made me fell sick)
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷 (Thank you for mesmerizing me)
让我丢掉了姓名 (Made me threw away my name)
在好奇的时候 拉不住眼睛 (And can’t close my eyes when I’m curious)
我想我不会爱你 这样下去 (I think I won’t love you, if this goes on)
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃 (I’m almost throwing away what’s left of my self-respect)
我想我不会爱你 只是也许 (I think I won’t love you. Just maybe.)
你的叹息 散落一地 (Your sigh, is all over the ground)
让我歇斯底里 (Making me go into hysterics)
靠得太近 一不小心 弄伤自己 (Went a little closer, and I hurt myself when I’m just a little careless)
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷 (Thank you for mesmerizing me)
让我困住了自己 (Made me trapped myself)
在迷路的时候 舍不得离去 (Can’t bear to leave after when I’m lost)
我想我不会爱你 这样下去 (I think I won’t love you, if this goes on)
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃 (I’m almost throwing away what’s left of my self-respect)
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹 (I think I won’t hate you, even when there’s scars)
住在我心底 变成了秘密 (Living inside my heart, becoming a secret)
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去 (I think I won’t love you, I’m afraid of losing you)
所以逞强的 远远看着你 (So I’m pretending to be strong, looking at you from afar)
我想我不会恨你 只是也许 (I think I won’t hate you. Just maybe.)
我想我不会爱你 这样下去 (I think I won’t love you, if this goes on)
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃 (I’m almost throwing away what’s left of my self-respect)
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹 (I think I won’t hate you, even when there’s scars)
住在我心底变成了秘密 (Living inside my heart, becoming a secret)
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去 (I think I won’t love you, I’m afraid of losing you)
所以逞强的 远远看着你 (So I’m pretending to be strong, looking at you from afar)
我想我不会恨你 只是也许 (I think I won’t hate you. Just maybe.)
If I could turn back the clock…
… I will still make the same decisions that I had made.
That’s how I want my life to be – no regrets. Or at least, as minimal as possible.
If it’s meant to be yours, it will be in the end. If two people are meant to be together, they will be in the end, no matter what happens in between.
In the event that we made mistakes, we learn from it and we move on – and of course, take care not to make the same mistake again.
One thing I’ve learnt – always be who you are. Never change yourself for someone. Because soon enough you’ll find that it doesn’t work that way. Never does, never will be.
If the person cannot accept the bad side of the other party, then he/she does not deserve the good side of that person. You can’t have both worlds.
Running away from the issue, or avoiding the issue when it happens, is not “accepting” it. It’s just simply running away from it. If you accept it, you won’t even run. At least that’s how I see it.
I guess I should feel lucky to have met at least one person in my lifetime who had accepted me, for being me. He had never made me feel that I’m inadequate, he had never yelled at me or shouted at me for being me – tempers, bad moods and all. Too bad I had to let him go.
At the end of the day – no regrets. No regrets for what I’ve done, no regrets for what I’m doing, and no regrets for what I’m going to do in the future.
That’s how I would want it to be.