Mixed Feelings

Very tired.

It’s not like I’ve done a lot of stuff today. I just met up with Bear and went to Shaun’s house warming at his bird-no-lay-egg new place at Sembawang, and after that went to AMK for lunch, and back home to iron clothes, and I’ve been sitting in front of the computer and playing WoW and D3 (at the same time).

Yet I’m so tired.

Had gas coming up non stop again when I got home at around 5pm, and I guess that’s because of the small amount of pineapple rice which I ate at Shaun’s place.  It’s really a small amount – like maybe 4 mouthfuls?  And yet I get about one full hour of gas that comes up halfway (and it got cut off before I could burp it out – can you imagine how terrible that feels?).

Thankfully it kinda subsided after that, and now my tummy is just back to it’s usual churning.

Bear kept telling me to be strict when it comes to food, but seriously how to be strict when rice is the staple food in Asian diet?  Even if I force myself to stay away from rice here, I would definitely still have to eat it when I’m over at Hong Kong in 3 weeks time.  =( Sigh…

Just very tired.  Maybe from the emotional rollercoaster last few days, and the physical rollercoaster as well. Feels terrible…both physically and mentally. I really don’t feel like waking up tomorrow…

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So.  Damn.  Uncomfy.

URGH. AND I HAVE NO IDEA IT’S DUE TO MENSES CRAMP OR WHAT.

FML.

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Absolutely no idea whether the pressure and the non-stop churning I’m feeling in my abdomen is due to cramps or trapped intestinal gas  or just symptoms of needing to run toilet again.

Should I go toilet sit? Or should I just heck care and wait till the signs are more obvious?

*rubs tummy* Please be still… >_<

Bleh.

This is like my personal private Facebook now lol.

Had a bout of diarrhea just now. Geez. Dr Robin’s medicine is supposed to improve the situation or make it worse sia?? >___< Now the gas keeps coming up too, and I'm having slight low grade fever again. And I don't dare to let my mom know coz I don't want her to worry. I just tell her no rice tonight and cook something soupy... I don't want her panicking and worrying about no one taking care of me tomorrow coz she doesn't have leave to take anymore. Well at least its just diarrhea and I'm not vomiting yet, even though the gas is constantly coming up. Hope it doesn't get any worse...

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Diarrhea. >.< *hugs tummy* Can't differentiate between normal tummy ache and menstrual cramps anymore, lol. They are all at the same place!

Percolate! (Again)

First and foremost, here’s a message to my dearest tummy:

Sorry to put you through so much stress lately.

Sorry that you have had no lunch today, until now, at 5.22pm, with just a small slice of cake.

I’m sorry that even though the doc says no caffeine, no dairy, I’m still gonna drink this awesome cup of coffee because I need it.

I’m sorry that you are not gonna be getting your rest this weekend, because there’s a buffet catering to eat tomorrow at Shaun’s place (and I have to eat for 2 pax share!), and there’s a lunch gathering with Kelvin and the kids again on Sunday at the airport.

I’m so sorry! I’ll make it up to you from next Monday onwards, all right? Just oats in the morning, and soupy stuff in the afternoon and evening. I promise!

Signing off,
Your lousy owner, Kissa

Now that its done…

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Here I am again at Percolate. They have closed for a week during Chinese New Year, and they’ve only reopened for business yesterday. I’m glad they are still thriving, with constant stream of customers even at this time, nearing dinner time for most.

I wanted to get something to eat as I didn’t have any appetite for a proper lunch. And I spied a new cake on display! How could I just give up the chance of tasting a new cake? Lol. So I ordered a slice of the Raspberry Cheese Cream cake, and as with their other bakery offerings, the sweetness is really just balanced, with dense but moist sponge in between the raspberry cream cheese. Very nice! (Or maybe I’m hungry after all? Lol.)

And their white coffee is just awesome as usual. I’ve ran out of verbal descriptions to explain just how perfect it is, so I’ll just leave it at that. =P

Time for some writing while sipping this awesome coffee… ^^

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Again.

Went to Dr Robin for my monthly supply of probiotics, told him about my A&E incident, and he insisted on doing a quick check for me after I told him I had another wave of nausea right before I stepped into his clinic.

He listened to my stomach, and said its still making “a hell lot of noise”, and its “very obvious” that I have an abnormally “distended abdomen”. He said apparently I have yet to fully recover from the gastroenteritis, and the overproduction of stomach acid is keeping the pressure there and causing the overproduction of intestinal gas as well. Gave me a hell lot of medication, and told me to finish them as a 5 day course. If that still doesn’t work, he’ll have to prescribe me antibiotics as this is dragging a little too long.

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I took the medicines at his clinic before I left, and they don’t seem to help either. I’m still feeling the waves of nausea and the pressure in my tummy is still quite bad.

But nevertheless, I’m gonna set out what I intended to do today anyway – and that’s to go to the temple to help pray for Bear’s luck this year. He said its of no use, but I always believe the Higher Ups will always help those who are sincere in asking for help. =)

 

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如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否 会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉 我已经说再见

Do I really have to…

… stop eating rice?

Just a small small bowl tonight for dinner, and I’m starting to feel the gas coming up now.

Why the hell do I get grain intolerance out of blue, when I had been eating rice with no issues all these while for 33 years?!  =(