很想哭，哭完无助。
就算哭，也一样没帮助。
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Spent the whole day at home today.
Played D3 solo… and then I started to get bored. What’s the point of playing / grinding this game? Get the end game stuff.. and then? Hit leadership board… and then?
I used to play with Reko because, well, there’s someone to play with. Just spending some time over a game with a friend isn’t that bad. But now… I guess Bear prefers playing in a full group of strangers than with me.
And besides, his character is a lot stronger than mine, and he goes GRs, T6s, etc. Whereas I’m barely at T1.
Why am I still playing this game then?
I have no idea. Maybe it’s time to stop. Don’t see the point of playing it anymore. Bear used to say “we can play together, I can tank for you.” But meh… I guess I just slow him down whenever we did play together. As I always have, in every game. Slowing people down, that is.
Maybe I should just quit gaming all together. It’s probably not for me…
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Never really felt so bloated and uncomfy. I feel so bloated that I’m starting to have a little difficulty in taking in deep breaths.
Something’s really wrong with my digestive system…
Categories
I’ve added categories into my widgets corner (on top of the page), but then I realised the old blog posts are all under “uncategorized”. I tried my best to categorize them properly, but meh, I updated till Dec 2014 posts and I got sick of it.
So yeah… all posts before Dec 2014 are uncategorized. I’ve only started putting categories in Jan 2015 onwards actually, so if you wanna search my posts by categories, do take note about this yeah?
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Awesomely green waters today. Too bad my Note 4 camera can’t capture the exact colour through this tinted office window.
Mixed Feelings
Very tired.
It’s not like I’ve done a lot of stuff today. I just met up with Bear and went to Shaun’s house warming at his bird-no-lay-egg new place at Sembawang, and after that went to AMK for lunch, and back home to iron clothes, and I’ve been sitting in front of the computer and playing WoW and D3 (at the same time).
Yet I’m so tired.
Had gas coming up non stop again when I got home at around 5pm, and I guess that’s because of the small amount of pineapple rice which I ate at Shaun’s place. It’s really a small amount – like maybe 4 mouthfuls? And yet I get about one full hour of gas that comes up halfway (and it got cut off before I could burp it out – can you imagine how terrible that feels?).
Thankfully it kinda subsided after that, and now my tummy is just back to it’s usual churning.
Bear kept telling me to be strict when it comes to food, but seriously how to be strict when rice is the staple food in Asian diet? Even if I force myself to stay away from rice here, I would definitely still have to eat it when I’m over at Hong Kong in 3 weeks time. =( Sigh…
Just very tired. Maybe from the emotional rollercoaster last few days, and the physical rollercoaster as well. Feels terrible…both physically and mentally. I really don’t feel like waking up tomorrow…
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So. Damn. Uncomfy.
URGH. AND I HAVE NO IDEA IT’S DUE TO MENSES CRAMP OR WHAT.
FML.
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Absolutely no idea whether the pressure and the non-stop churning I’m feeling in my abdomen is due to cramps or trapped intestinal gas or just symptoms of needing to run toilet again.
Should I go toilet sit? Or should I just heck care and wait till the signs are more obvious?
*rubs tummy* Please be still… >_<
Bleh.
This is like my personal private Facebook now lol.
Had a bout of diarrhea just now. Geez. Dr Robin’s medicine is supposed to improve the situation or make it worse sia?? >___< Now the gas keeps coming up too, and I'm having slight low grade fever again. And I don't dare to let my mom know coz I don't want her to worry. I just tell her no rice tonight and cook something soupy... I don't want her panicking and worrying about no one taking care of me tomorrow coz she doesn't have leave to take anymore. Well at least its just diarrhea and I'm not vomiting yet, even though the gas is constantly coming up. Hope it doesn't get any worse...
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Diarrhea. >.< *hugs tummy* Can't differentiate between normal tummy ache and menstrual cramps anymore, lol. They are all at the same place!