忙死

今天在公司一堆last minute closing activities做,真的累死。

累了还不能回家休息,现在在等中医师… 没办法,鼻涕倒流还没好呢… 感觉喉咙又不舒服了。唉。

心率还是挺快的… 坐着刷手机,心率还是一直在90多,迟迟不下来。

这新冠,真的是折腾人啊… 😭

03/01/2024 08:42

只想把些想法写出来,但又不想想个title…

其实我真的还是比较喜欢手写,但又一直找不到好看好用的手写电子笔记。前几个月都在用苹果的备忘录,虽然还是挺好用的,但我真的不太喜欢苹果的ecosystem。

安卓的手写更垃圾了。之前用过三星Note系列的手机,根本不咋用到笔的。体验感也没很好。Apple pencil还是挺好用的。但我真的不想用苹果啊…

唉。我只是想手写笔记,怎么就这么难呢…

被搭讪了

哈哈哈哈 笑死!买杯咖啡都被这里新来的barista 搭讪 🤣 他们都是E人啊!当他知道我的职业后,竟然看起来有点错愕。怎么了吗,我真的没有经理样吗 🥲 也许我平时穿的都太casual了吧… 😶

Happy 2024!

New year, new start.

Made some mistakes last year… 傻傻的为某人付出了好多。

不过还好,在年底醒了。

还是朋友,但我收回热情了,不再那么傻了。

Went to see The Boy And The Heron today with Bruno. He didn’t quite get it but I think I did. Oh well I have my own interpretation at least, lol.

Initially I was still deciding between Mastodon and Threads to post my daily feelings. But I guess I’ll use this instead. More privacy… Don’t think anyone will be visiting this blog anyway. :P

Don’t think I’ll continue with hand writing journals on my iPad either. It’s nice and all but it’s quite difficult to lug the iPad around everyday, especially now when I have an ink reader to carry as well.

No More Updates

There won’t be any more blog entries since I’m now writing daily diary entries on my iPad Mini 6.

Still thinking what I should do with this blog page…

I’ll be keeping this domain up for sure, since my travel journal is still hosted here, but I’m just not sure what I could put here on the main site.

It’s been a while…

… since I last blogged.

Like, really blog about my life.

Ever since I bought an iPad Mini 6 in April, I’ve started the habit of writing short diary entry on a daily basis in iOS’ Notes app.

That probably caused me to stop writing blog entries here – because, well, most of the stuff have already been written down, except that they are now in another place. And I wonder if I actually should pay for Apple’s cloud storage, just to store my daily entries…

But then again, I’ve paid for this domain, I’ve paid for the web hosting… I need to think what I can use this site for, if not for blogging or writing my thoughts down.

Travel blog? I have a sub-domain for that.

Photography gallery? I’m not professional enough to have a portfolio. My photos are stored in Flickr Pro and Google Photos already anyway.

Ecommerce? I’m not selling anything.

Publish my writings / novels? But… I don’t want to make them public. They are too personal…

So am I gonna waste this sanity-asylum.net domain?

Damn I need to start thinking…

跟自己说的话

最近刷到的,很喜欢:

有缘不会走,无缘留不住。感受不到爱意的时候,我会全身而退,大大方方走出来,毕竟释怀是每个人必修的课。把自己还给自己,把你还给你。

主动结束我们的关系以后,我会恢复我原来独立自由,快乐充实的样子。撇下依赖,把与你联系的方式都删了,手机会越来越安静,而相册里积压的美好越来越多时,我知道这是真正的我又活过来了。虽然我一定依然会想起你,偶尔一定也会非常伤心,毕竟心动多么难得,但我运气不太好,你不是那个能陪我走完的人,你也不是我该动心的人。感谢你陪了我这一段路。你权衡利弊,我及时止损。如果你开心的话,忘了我也没关系。

我大大方方为自己的心动买单,也为自己不知深浅的喜欢道歉。若有下次,希望能让我运气好一点,碰到对的人,可以吗?