Random Thoughts

Spent the whole day at home today.

Played D3 solo… and then I started to get bored.  What’s the point of playing / grinding this game?  Get the end game stuff.. and then?  Hit leadership board… and then?

I used to play with Reko because, well, there’s someone to play with. Just spending some time over a game with a friend isn’t that bad.  But now…  I guess Bear prefers playing in a full group of strangers than with me.

And besides, his character is a lot stronger than mine, and he goes GRs, T6s, etc.  Whereas I’m barely at T1.

Why am I still playing this game then?

I have no idea.  Maybe it’s time to stop.  Don’t see the point of playing it anymore.  Bear used to say “we can play together, I can tank for you.”  But meh… I guess I just slow him down whenever we did play together.  As I always have, in every game.  Slowing people down, that is.

Maybe I should just quit gaming all together.  It’s probably not for me…

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Never really felt so bloated and uncomfy. I feel so bloated that I’m starting to have a little difficulty in taking in deep breaths.

Something’s really wrong with my digestive system…

Categories

I’ve added categories into my widgets corner (on top of the page), but then I realised the old blog posts are all under “uncategorized”.  I tried my best to categorize them properly, but meh, I updated till Dec 2014 posts and I got sick of it.

So yeah… all posts before Dec 2014 are uncategorized.  I’ve only started putting categories in Jan 2015 onwards actually, so if you wanna search my posts by categories, do take note about this yeah?

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So.  Damn.  Uncomfy.

URGH. AND I HAVE NO IDEA IT’S DUE TO MENSES CRAMP OR WHAT.

FML.

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Absolutely no idea whether the pressure and the non-stop churning I’m feeling in my abdomen is due to cramps or trapped intestinal gas  or just symptoms of needing to run toilet again.

Should I go toilet sit? Or should I just heck care and wait till the signs are more obvious?

*rubs tummy* Please be still… >_<

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Diarrhea. >.< *hugs tummy* Can't differentiate between normal tummy ache and menstrual cramps anymore, lol. They are all at the same place!

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如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否 会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉 我已经说再见

Do I really have to…

… stop eating rice?

Just a small small bowl tonight for dinner, and I’m starting to feel the gas coming up now.

Why the hell do I get grain intolerance out of blue, when I had been eating rice with no issues all these while for 33 years?!  =(

我怀念的 (What I missed)

我怀念的是无话不说  (What I missed is those times when we can talk about everything and anything)

我怀念的是一起做梦 (What I missed is those times when we dream and plan together)

我怀念的是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动  (What I missed is the impulse to still love you even after we quarreled)

Maybe I’ll do a recording for this song tonight and post it up here… Missed singing her songs.