So. Much. Feels. BibleThump.
Age is but a number. I certainly hope these awesome players (Mikasa, Fear, etc) will continue playing on.
PS: The background music was so haunting till I went through the YouTube comments to find out what song it is and who sang it. And… I’ve been repeating it on YouTube since then. <3
Oh yeah, and congrats on VG.R for winning the Starladder Invitationals! Thanks for making my wish come true, Fy and Mikasa! <3
Yes I’m still alive!
Just a quick update:-
But yeah that’s about it!
PS: Hate the horrible hot weather lately omg. I’m perspiring as I type this… even though there’s a fan right behind me. -_-
I’m bored on a Sunday afternoon. And this song’s chorus has been churning in my head since this morning, and I have no idea why. Hence I decided to just turn to Youtube and listen / learn this song. After 30minutes, this is the result, lol. Pretty bad I must say, coz I sounded just so damn pitchy. But this song is pretty out of the norm too, with so many flats/sharps in the composition. Guess I should grade myself like B- for the effort!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WrCjaK7XeX8
你的呼吸 穿过身体 (Your breathing passed through me)
我来不及反应 (I can’t react in time)
你的声音 躲在耳里 让我生病 (Your voice hid in my ears, made me fell sick)
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷 (Thank you for mesmerizing me)
让我丢掉了姓名 (Made me threw away my name)
在好奇的时候 拉不住眼睛 (And can’t close my eyes when I’m curious)
我想我不会爱你 这样下去 (I think I won’t love you, if this goes on)
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃 (I’m almost throwing away what’s left of my self-respect)
我想我不会爱你 只是也许 (I think I won’t love you. Just maybe.)
你的叹息 散落一地 (Your sigh, is all over the ground)
让我歇斯底里 (Making me go into hysterics)
靠得太近 一不小心 弄伤自己 (Went a little closer, and I hurt myself when I’m just a little careless)
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷 (Thank you for mesmerizing me)
让我困住了自己 (Made me trapped myself)
在迷路的时候 舍不得离去 (Can’t bear to leave after when I’m lost)
我想我不会爱你 这样下去 (I think I won’t love you, if this goes on)
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃 (I’m almost throwing away what’s left of my self-respect)
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹 (I think I won’t hate you, even when there’s scars)
住在我心底 变成了秘密 (Living inside my heart, becoming a secret)
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去 (I think I won’t love you, I’m afraid of losing you)
所以逞强的 远远看着你 (So I’m pretending to be strong, looking at you from afar)
我想我不会恨你 只是也许 (I think I won’t hate you. Just maybe.)
我想我不会爱你 这样下去 (I think I won’t love you, if this goes on)
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃 (I’m almost throwing away what’s left of my self-respect)
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹 (I think I won’t hate you, even when there’s scars)
住在我心底变成了秘密 (Living inside my heart, becoming a secret)
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去 (I think I won’t love you, I’m afraid of losing you)
所以逞强的 远远看着你 (So I’m pretending to be strong, looking at you from afar)
我想我不会恨你 只是也许 (I think I won’t hate you. Just maybe.)
I’d cry every time I listen to this song.
I’m never a Jay Chou fan, but undeniably his lyrics have always hit straight home…
我知道我们都没有错， 只是放手会比较好过。最美的爱情， 回忆里待续。
X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X
退后
作词：宋健彰
作曲：周杰伦
天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后 并没有 更自由
酸酸的空气 嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局 像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记 榨干了回忆
那笑容 是夏季 妳我的过去被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情 粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道妳我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺 却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错 只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情 回忆里待续
天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后 并没有 更自由
酸酸的空气 嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局 像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记 榨干了回忆
那笑容 是夏季 妳我的过去被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情 粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道妳我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺 却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错 只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情 回忆里待续
我知道妳我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺 却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错 只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情 回忆里待续
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著不平息 最怕突然 听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自己属于我自己 只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行 然后留下 最痛的纪念品我们 那么甜那么美那么相信 那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著不平息 最怕突然 听到你的消息最怕此生 已经决心自己过没有你 却又突然 听到你的消息
一向来都不是五月天迷，但无可否认的，阿信写的歌的确能触碰到人心。
就好比这首《忽然好想你》。看着歌词，听着歌，忽然心好酸，忽然好想哭。
Sometimes I really hate being too empathetic.
你呢？你会突然想到谁呢？
我怀念的是无话不说 (What I missed is those times when we can talk about everything and anything)
我怀念的是一起做梦 (What I missed is those times when we dream and plan together)
我怀念的是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动 (What I missed is the impulse to still love you even after we quarreled)
Maybe I’ll do a recording for this song tonight and post it up here… Missed singing her songs.
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that’s what you need
Be your everything
I can do it
I can do it
I’ll get through it
But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human
I’m only human
I’m only human
Just a little human
I can take so much
‘Till I’ve had enough
‘Cause I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
*squeals like a 15 year old school girl again*
OMG!
So tempted to go! And soooo tempted to buy the most expensive ticket too… I think this will be the last time for me to actually see them in flesh and blood ever since being crazy over them back in secondary school. But the ticket price is really a little too steep… it will go over $200 after adding in the sistic fee.
Damn…….
Should I?!?
I was shocked. More than shocked. I didn’t know she was a cancer survivor. Hence after 中国好声音2， I never really followed the contestants and I didn’t know that her cancer came back.
She’s born in 1981, and that makes her the same age as me. Her cancer cells have spread to her lungs and even her brain… I can’t imagine the pain that she had went through.
Well, at least her time at Heavens will be painless… She had also signed a consent form to donate her cornea after she dies. This is a girl with big dreams, and even a bigger heart… =(
I’ll leave you with her awesome audition at 中国好声音2… 姚贝娜, you will be missed… Rest in peace.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKC3Jm5QqiU