It’s been a while. A month, to be exact.
And just how much things can change in a month?
Well… a couple of stuff:-
1) We shifted from our temporary office back up to the main office, as renovation went into the last phase and our workstation area is ready. My boss is very nice to me (note to self: surf less internet during work!) by giving me a cosy little private cubicle just next to the window, a seat which many had been eyeing. I have absolutely no idea why I got that seat… the rest who got similar by-the-window cubicles are all senior/supervisory level staff. I’m the only one who wasn’t. Hmm… but nonetheless, I realised sitting here makes me just wanna work more! Now I only actively surf internet before work and during lunch… I’ve cut down surfing of the internet during working hours by a lot. Haha! Need to repay boss’ kindness to me, ya’know? :P
2) My travel plans had drastically changed. From the initial plans of going Taiwan in June, now I’m tentatively going Finland for a week this coming Christmas. I’m intending to spend another week somewhere else after that, but I have no firm plans where I’ll be heading to yet. I’ve got a few options though. One, to Tromso for a week and chase the Northern Lights (and that’s gonna cost me a bomb). Two, to London and stay at Marriott County Hall for the fireworks view on New Year’s Eve in the comfort of the hotel room (and that’s gonna cost me a bomb as well). These two options are only kinda viable if Reko is joining me. Otherwise, I may just head over to HK and spend the new year there instead.
Speaking of Reko, he’s got shortlisted by Blizzard for one of their job openings! He’s so ecstatic even though he has many interviews to go through before the company decides who to hire. Good luck to him and I know he can do it! If he does get the job, it’ll probably mean most likely he won’t be able to spare one more week after Christmas to travel with me. But that’s all right… I would love to try travelling alone anyway. :D
In case any one of you is wondering… Nope, we are not back together. I’m visiting him and his family as a friend, nothing more than that. I know he wishes for more, but at the moment this is all I can give. I still care deeply about him, still worry about/for him, etc… Well to be honest, I’m not too sure how I really feel when it comes to him either. Well that’s why I decided to make this trip… to discern my feelings for him. We’ll see how it goes. :)