{"id":1099,"date":"2015-02-08T22:35:22","date_gmt":"2015-02-08T14:35:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sanity-asylum.net\/blog\/?p=1099"},"modified":"2022-12-19T13:55:19","modified_gmt":"2022-12-19T05:55:19","slug":"revelation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sanity-asylum.net\/blog\/2015\/02\/08\/revelation\/","title":{"rendered":"Revelation"},"content":{"rendered":"

Was at the kitchen, washing my cup, when I suddenly realise…<\/p>\n

… why am I angry at things I don’t really have control over?<\/p>\n

Why should I care if my dad just kept smoking in the toilet, as long as he takes my clothes out before he does?<\/p>\n

Why should I care if someone doesn’t do or talk things the way I want them to?<\/p>\n

Why put my own health in peril when I can’t control those things?<\/p>\n

I’m going 34 this year. I should just be happy and glad that I’m still alive, I’m surviving well enough from paycheck to paycheck, with some savings in between. \u00a0I’ll just get a 2-room HDB next year, move out, live by myself… take care of myself, live my life the way I want it to be. \u00a0I’m not that ugly – I think I look average, and all right for my age.<\/p>\n

And if I’m terminally sick? \u00a0Well… I don’t know. \u00a0Maybe I’ll seek treatment, maybe I won’t. \u00a0Am I ready to die? \u00a0I’d be lying if I say I am, but there’s really nothing much to live for in my life anyway. \u00a0Just live every day as it is. \u00a0Take the money and go to places I wanna go before I die.<\/p>\n

Yeah. \u00a0I should just live my life happy. \u00a0^_^<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Was at the kitchen, washing my cup, when I suddenly realise… … why am I angry at things I don’t really have control over? Why should I care if my dad just kept smoking in the toilet, as long as he takes my clothes out before he does? Why should I care if someone doesn’t…<\/span><\/p>\n

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