Yes, plenty of posts today.
Yes, I’m utterly bored at work.
On hindsight I should have taken a day’s leave and go sing KTV instead.
Maybe I should do that tomorrow or on Monday afternoon…
Oh well.
Oh yes, link’s up. —> a food (kind of) journal of our cafe hunts, meals and stuff. Overseas trips will be there too, I guess. I’ll leave this blog for my own whines and rants, and all the other emo bat-shit.
Time to call upon the gynae again.
I’m bleeding when I’m not supposed to. LOL. Funny shit always happen to me when I have no one to turn to. Maybe this is how the higher ups wanna troll me. *rolls eyes*
She felt her anger begin to slow dissolve into heartbreak, and she knew she needed to leave now. Her time with him was over.
Wow, this is by far one of the most powerful, yet simple lines I’ve came across. Awesome writing…
Yes, need to have positive thoughts!
Positive thoughts positive thoughts positivethoughtspositivethoughtspositivethoughtspositivethoughts
I’m still alive! Yeah! (But I think I’m better off dead. Hmm.)
I’m doing good in work and life! Yeah! (… Like, really?)
I should be happy! Say thanks. Be grateful.
Life is good.
I’m always good in convincing myself (a.k.a. self delusion, LOL). Don’t see what will be different this time round. =)
New tagline for my blog
‘Cause I’m only human. Please keep me sane.
Sounds like a plea to someone out there, huh?
Nah, even if the person is able to keep me sane, he’ll be the one who’s driven insane by me.
Maybe it’s a plea to the higher ups. Keep me sane, please.
For I am going insane.
Choosing to write a status instead… because there’s no need to make a post when the lyrics of a song can describe perfectly what I’m feeling right now.
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that’s what you need
Be your everything
I can do it
I can do it
I’ll get through it
But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human
I’m only human
I’m only human
Just a little human
I can take so much
‘Till I’ve had enough
‘Cause I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human
So, I’ve made a change to the theme, yet again. This one feels less of a blog, more like a website. Actually this theme is what I used for another site of mine, which I have yet to reveal it. I might do a slight change to this layout (like changing the backround) so that it won’t feel like it’s the exact same thing. Or maybe I’ll just switch theme again once I found something that’s pleasant to the eye and good on mobile.
And the coffee photo is just for the fun of it. It’ll look boring on the home page if there’s no featured images lol!
40 days more to HK trip!
Was at the kitchen, washing my cup, when I suddenly realise…
… why am I angry at things I don’t really have control over?
Why should I care if my dad just kept smoking in the toilet, as long as he takes my clothes out before he does?
Why should I care if someone doesn’t do or talk things the way I want them to?
Why put my own health in peril when I can’t control those things?
I’m going 34 this year. I should just be happy and glad that I’m still alive, I’m surviving well enough from paycheck to paycheck, with some savings in between. I’ll just get a 2-room HDB next year, move out, live by myself… take care of myself, live my life the way I want it to be. I’m not that ugly – I think I look average, and all right for my age.
And if I’m terminally sick? Well… I don’t know. Maybe I’ll seek treatment, maybe I won’t. Am I ready to die? I’d be lying if I say I am, but there’s really nothing much to live for in my life anyway. Just live every day as it is. Take the money and go to places I wanna go before I die.
Yeah. I should just live my life happy. ^_^
