Wow it’s been a long time since I last blogged.
It’s been so tiring and exhausting lately, ever since the change in job scope at work. Still trying to settle in to this role of having to talk (email) to random strangers, colleagues at work etc. This is just not me. I felt so drained at the end of the day – everyday. Sigh.
I desperately need a vacation – but I can’t. I can’t really afford it when I do not know when my Dad will have to be hospitalized again, and whether we will be slapped with another 3k bill again. My mom has all the money but she refused to pay a single cent.
All these have been affecting my sleep lately… I could be sleepless one night, only to be extremely tired the other day and finally managed to sleep properly. It’s just a vicious cycle at this point. I’m just so tired mentally…
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