New Year Resolutions (In advance)

In all honesty, I have no idea why I am blogging about new year resolutions, when I don’t usually have any.  XD

All the past years when I did have some resolutions, I ended up not sticking to them anyway, so… what’s the point?

Instead of “resolutions”, why don’t I replace it with “wishes”?

So my New Year Wishes for 2015 are:-

1)  “Kaboom” less often (i.e. control my temper better)

2)  Gossip less in office, voice out lesser (hey all the feng shui stuff are saying that I shouldn’t be too vocal at work next year)

3)  Curb that travel bug!

4)  Be a more understanding partner

5)  Scream at my parents less often (oh yeah, this is hard especially if my Dad keeps smoking in the toilet =_=)

6)  Going to gym more often, maybe.  Now that I’ve got a spanking new gym bag!  Need to make use of it right?!

7)  Clear my computer table at some point, shift the printer to the upper level so that I can get a new rig with dual monitors!  Hur hur hur.  =x

Okay the list is getting depressingly long.

I’m also getting sick of my work.  Maybe I should add “look for a new job (maybe)” to the list as well?  >__>

Ugh I’m bored at work.  Obviously.  Otherwise I wouldn’t be blogging so actively lately…

 

Three more days to 2015

On a sombre note, I’m hoping that the missing AirAsia flight can be found soon so that there’s at least some closure for the family.  There should be less questions and doubts this time as there’s nothing really out of the ordinary happening to the flight (except asking for a different route due to bad weather).  Keeping my fingers crossed that the weather would be good tomorrow so that SAR can be continued.

On a personal note…

Cleared most of the blog links as those friends are not maintaining their blogs anymore anyway.  Gotta clear the clutter out of my blog as the new year is coming!

Went to Icy_Sheep’s wedding today with Bear.  It was so fun as usual, to see Bear and the rest of the Icy (Eugene, Ben, Chong, etc) joke and banter away.  They are really priceless entertainment, I tell you.  XD  I’m just perfectly contented being in the background and laughing at their jokes (usually at someone’s expense LOL).  And this is the first time I’ve ever tried a champagne and thinks it really tastes great!  It’s the Brown Brothers Moscato Rose, and honestly it’s THE BEST champagne/sparking wine that I’ve tried.

Wanted to blog about the new year resolutions but… I guess I’ll leave that for another day.  Need to head to bed!  Ugh, 3 more days to year end closing. Bleh….

 

Tired…

But what a fruitful day!

Met up with my Bear around noon and I brought him to 7kickstart for their famous cold brew, and we had our brunch there.  The food’s not too bad, but I think their cold brew tasted better!  LOL.  Spent at least an hour or so there chatting and he was explaining to me what exactly a server room / data center is all about, how things work etc.  Really an insightful chat session lol.  I’ve learnt quite a lot of stuff in just an hour!  My Bear’s a good teacher.  XD

Then we went to check out where Whale & Cloud exactly is, so that we can go there the next time.  And then we met up with two of Bear’s drinking kakis for dinner.  They are someone I know (by nickname) in the forum, but I’ve never met them until today.  Well, it’s nice knowing them and hopefully they were okay with me around too, even though I didn’t talk much (or at all!).

At least he’s making an effort to intro me his friends, so that I know who’s he’s out with drinking/smoking next time.  I’ve always feel it’s important to let the other party know who you usually go out with, so that there’s that level of trust there.  I know he will need some time off to drink/smoke at certain times in the year, so it’s good to know what kind of company he’ll be with.  And the thing is I’m also comfortable with these two guys that he hangs out with.  So.. all’s good, I guess?  =P

Can’t wait for 23rd and 24th when I can spend the whole day with him!  Wanna hug him forever… heh.

 

Flickr Pro, or 500px?

First wave of dizziness for the day = 10:00AM

Initially wanted to continue tracking to see if there’s a pattern to my dizziness/nausea “attacks”, but decided to give up on it lol.

Hmm, currently wondering if I should keep my Flickr Pro account, or should I terminate it and migrate all my photos there to 500px instead?

Both pro accounts are priced at USD25 per year, for unlimited uploads/sizes.  I have to admit 500px has a much more beautiful UI, but I’m kinda used to Flickr and I really don’t know if I want to shift ALL my photos over.  That’s really a hell lot of photos we are talking about!

Decisions decisions…

Burnt out!

I need my holidays, dammit.

I’ve only got ONE overseas vacation this year, and it was the Taiwan trip in June.  I’m feeling so burnt out at work now and I’m totally dreading the days. My boss and supervisor had been asking me “Are you all right?” and “Why are you looking so dead?  Is something wrong?” during the appraisal, and I simply got no answer for them except “I’m burnt out, I think”.

Yes, seriously.

I like mundane, routine work.  I don’t really like things that challenge my brain.  Haha.  My brain CAN work if it has to.  It just doesn’t like to.  So it’s perfectly fine doing the work that I’m doing now.  Requires a bit of brainwork here and there – but still manageable for the time being.  It’s just that… I need to recharge every now and then for doing these same things over and over again.

Beginning of the month (for two weeks) – Work my ass off to do closing for the previous month.

Third and fourth week of the month – Work on the piling invoices in our e-system as well as the physical ones.

Then the cycle repeats.  Day in, day out, month in, month out.

Yes like I said, I’m fine doing the routine work.  BUT I NEED MY BREAKS.  I NEED MY VACATIONS.

Gah.  =_=

And then things got worse when one week of vacation / away from work = THOUSANDS of e-invoices in the system pending for your return.  *faints*  I had to lug my Alienware brick for overseas holidays as I need to clear these invoices at night WHILE vacationing.  Not that I mind, but it DOES dampen the holiday mood a little.  But if I don’t, it’ll dampen the holiday mood even further as there’s this nagging worry at the back of my mind that I won’t be able to clear the backlog when I get back to work.

BUT!

There seems to be good news in the pipeline….

According to my colleague (who spoke to another colleague in a different department), she had been asked by my boss to concentrate fully on invoices only.  I’ll have to be brutally honest here, she’s really too slow and totally couldn’t cope with what the rest of us are doing, despite her being a “senior” and working in this work scope for a year already.  Heck, even our NEW colleague who came in for just about 3 months is performing way better than her.  She’s totally lost in all the concepts and calculations – and it makes one wonder why is she even holding the “senior” title.  Like seriously, just because the rest of us are senior too?  Yeah she was senior back then in payments team, but why the hell did the company give her the same title when she transferred over to a totally NEW capacity?

OK sorry for the rant, but this is something I felt unfair since the beginning.

Anyway, according to her, she has agreed to fully take on the AP role, aka only concentrates on processing invoices.  There are six of us doing the same portfolio (just that everyone has their own list of vessels to care for), and according to her, the only male colleague, the new colleague and I will be FULLY concentrating on just the vessel accounting/reporting.  We will NOT need to touch invoices anymore, as they will be done by this colleague. The other two ladies will still maintain their responsibilities – doing both AP and reporting.  The catch is probably the three of us will have more vessels to work on as this slow colleague’s portfolio will be given and shared among us.

I’m hoping that this will really be executed as planned, BECAUSE THAT MEANS I CAN GO ON MY HOLIDAYS WITHOUT HAVING TO LUG A LAPTOP ALONG.  Although this also means that the first two weeks of the month will even be busier than ever, the downside is we’ll be slacking (like, really slacking) for the third and fourth week………..

Oh well we’ll see how this pans out to be.  For now I’m just hoping this will really be happening, coz I don’t wanna go buy a laptop just to bring for work when I’m supposed to be overseas holidaying…. >_<

 

A Rant

I’m absolutely disgusted by the English standard of some Singaporeans posting in international forums.

And by “international”, I meant forums that are not based in Singapore nor accessed mostly by Singaporeans.

International forums, meaning, there are people from all over the world coming to that board to post stuff.

I just went to one of those mobile phone forums, and incidentally saw a post with Singlish. I almost couldn’t believe my eyes when the person actually wrote that she “bought the phone from sg”.

What else did she say in her various posts?

“no… reason scare might damgs the phone”

“and sec if i go to nokia care it will use my warranty rite? like bo hua buy few day only then need to go down to nokia care sigh…”

No, I didn’t purposely mis-spelt the words. It was purely a copy-and-paste quote.

Oh for crying out loud, how would non-Singaporeans or non-Asians know what she’s typing?! And she actually wrote “bo hua”. What did she think that forum was? Mediacorp TV forums or something? Jeez.

I really had half a mind to send her a PM to remind her that this is NOT a local forum, before I stopped myself from being so nosy.

I’m not an English Nazi or anything. I know my standard of English is nowhere near good either. But at least I will try and use proper English whenever I post stuff in forums, no matter local or international ones.

You know, the good thing is that she actually wrote “sg”, because I believe there are not that many people out there who know what or where “sg” is. (I think she played too much Maplestory or something – “Wer you from?” “O, me frm sg” .) If she had typed “from Singapore”, then I shudder to even think about what others would have thought of us in terms of our linguistic capability.

PS: The forum’s address ends with a .se.  I think it’s pretty obvious that it’s not a local site?

Nostalgia…

Finally, I’m not on Youtube. I’m not browsing for more info on Fahrenheit. (But I’m listening to their songs, still.)

Finally, a… content-filled post. I hope.

Got a surprise call from Ken this morning while I was working my arse off.  Our conversation went something like this:-

Me:  Hello?

Ken:  Hi, is this Susan?

Me:  … (don’t tell me it’s another bank tele-sales person) Yes?

Ken:  This is Ken Lai.

Me:  … (speechless).

Ken:  Er, you remember me?

Me:  Ken Lai.  Etel.

Ken:  YEAH!  YOU REMEMBER?!

Of course, you idiot Ken Lai.  The Etel days that I spent with you guys were the best, EVER, in my 28 years of life.  How can I forget that?!

It has been ten years.  How time flies…

Before I even know of Etel the lanshop in the pre-renovated Marina Square, I used to hang out in the Pro-shop of the bowling alley in Marina Square.  And Ken was working in that tiny Pro-shop at that time.  I still remembered I used to go there with Jasmine (babyelite), Lily and Jeff almost every week.  We sat there, eating takeaway McDonald’s or Long John Silver’s, listening to some English songs over the radio (I still remember Britney’s first chart-topper – Baby One More Time – being played again and again over the radio at that time), chatting about bowling, school, boys, and whichever topics that came to our minds.

Then, Ken quitted his job at the Pro-shop, and went over to the lanshop just opposite the Pro-shop to work.  At that time, that lanshop, Etel, was always full of youth bowlers who went there to get their weekly dose of Counterstrike action.  Eventually, even Jasmine and Lily started playing it.  And it was them to introduced me to the game.  Aaron was the one who kinda finally “influenced” me to play it.

I wasn’t kidding when I said I had once spent 90% of my time there for a few months.  I went there in the morning (sometimes even before the shop was opened), stayed there till the shop closed.  Because I knew Ken, and eventually knew Terence (another guy working there), and the fact that I was a “regular” customer, they always charged me super duper cheap for lounging there for the whole day.

I still remembered going to the NTUC at Marina Square (did you guys even remember about that NTUC?!) to buy a cheap packet of fried rice for lunch almost daily.  And a cup of bubble tea per day was like, a must too.  Sometimes I would buy a packet of Hershey’s kisses for Ken and Terence as well, for being so nice to me, always making sure I had a PC to play on, and charging me so cheap for a whole-day usage.

And I’ll never forget Terence being there to take care of me when I was very sick once, when I was there at the shop.  He knew I wouldn’t go back home to rest, so he made a space at the back corner of the shop to let me rest, and even went to pharmacy to buy me a bottle of mineral water and a box of flu panadols.  I wanted to return him the money but he refused to accept.  That kind gesture was something I had never expected from a friend.  I still remember the whole incident, very vividly.  Terence!!  Where are you now?!  I wish I can meet up with you some day to thank you again for taking care of me that day.

And of course, how can I forget [MsC]?  By the way, did I get the symbols right?!  We changed so many variations that I couldn’t remember what’s our final tag was.  XD  MsC stood for Marina Square Clan.  Cheesy, I know, but hey, that was the first Counterstrike Clan that I’d joined!  And the first major tournament which we participated in was CPLAsia, organised by Aaron.

And it was also in Etel, where I got to know a lot of CS players… including some whom I still kept in contact (somewhat) now –  Misato (always my kor =D) and Sue (aaaahh!  My first “mei”… XD).  Jasmine and Lily excluded, since I had known them before I started gaming, anyway.  =P

And it was there (technically it was there, though the actual medium was the Internet) where I got to talk to Andy (a.k.a. Lordpain) who was then the head of paGn (Pan Asia Gaming Network), and subsequently he invited me to join their committee and be an official Counterstrike paGn server admin.  It was during my first visit to their office that I realised Misato was actually a guy… -_-;  (He went around telling everyone on the net that he’s a girl!!!!  And I believed… -_- )

Eventually, due to some unhappy encounters with someone in MsC (was it Shawn??), I left the clan.  And subsequently Etel went under and my favourite lanshop closed down… and a year after that, Marina Square went under major renovation and became what it is now… Despite the total facelift, I can still vividly remember where Etel was, where the old Metro was, where the old NTUC was, where the old Best Denki was, and the exact location of that bubble tea shop which I used to frequent…

A few times, at the current Marina Square, when I had tried to make my sis recall where Etel was, I actually burst into tears while pointing out that NTUC was there.. I used to buy fried rice there… Bubble Tea was here… Carpet shop was there… I always had to passed by it to get to the ladies… Foodcourt was down there… escalators up from Food Court was bowling alley and billard room, then Etel was just almost right before the entrance of the bowling alley…  I don’t know why, but I just got so emotional while pointing out the phantom shop locations to her, because I remembered the old place so vividly…

It was because of this place, these people, that I got to know what’s gaming, what’s Counterstrike, what clans are all about, what friendship is all about, what brotherhood is all about.  I moved on to Khabal, which was set up after paGn kinda went dormant, and had my second best times there, spent with people like Leona, Vincent, Shinji, Roland, Misato, Alvin, Danny, Terence, Psy, Tabitha… That’s another chapter of my life.

Watching clans come and go was a very common thing back then.  Clans formed, disbanded, then reformed again.  “Brothers ” and “sisters” sticking to each other, friends standing up for each other, sportsmanship among competing teams/clans… that’s the best thing that I’d witnessed back then.  Coming from schools that encouraged nothing but cut-throat competition, it was really refreshing to see that there could be such bonds and friendships among these people, these exact people whom the society then thought were “hooligans”, whom they thought were “ah bengs and ah lians”.

Honestly, these old school gamers gave me a different perception of bengs and lians.  True, they yelled expletives when they got head-shotted.  They banged their mouse and pointed their middle finger at the monitor.  They smoked, they spoke in English with Hokkien vulgarities.  But they are the ones who are most loyal towards their friends.  And… I don’t think they had picked fights that often.  At least I didn’t see any throughout that few years when I was part of the gaming community!  XD

Ahh… I had digressed.

Anyway…  Etel.  Ken Lai.  Terence.  Jasmine.  Lily.  Aaron.  I don’t think I’ll ever forget them.  Ever.  They’ll always be a part of me and my memories, because the time that I had spent with them were the happiest.

Random Post

Just came back from my nephew’s full month party.  It’s still the same situation… I’m afraid to go near my own nephew.  Haha.  Reko wasted about four hours too, to accompany me there.  He didn’t like babies either, and the TV programme they were showing on TV was some lame Channel 8 local production, so he didn’t really enjoy watching it either.  Meh, basically he literally wasted his time there.  LOL.

Anyway, I’m still quite crazy about the latest Taiwan idol drama that I’m following, to the extent that I’ve bought it’s “photobook”, and ordered it’s limited edition boxset <<爱就宅一起>> 恋爱宝盒 that has their second photobook (with the series ending in it!!) and the series’ official novel.  I’ve taken some photos of it, but I’m too lazy to upload them T_T

最近對汪東城真的是越來越愛了, 或者我該說我對飛輪海也越來越愛了. 自從聽了他們的第三張專輯後, 就覺得他們真的進步了很多. 不過我還是不是很喜歡吳尊啦… 哈哈! 吳尊的歌迷請不要生氣哦! 唉, 我真的很想學怎麼寫繁體字哦 (我只會讀, 不會寫…), 那樣我就能寫信給飛輪海和汪東城了!

Sigh.  It’s already mid-March… another three more months to my summer vacation.  Why does it seem so long?!  I really need a break from work…